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Reminder #1: Food is my medicine and nourishment for my body

Thu, 23 May 2013 08:01:00 -0400

Reminder #1: Food is my medicine and nourishment for my body
Reminder #2: It is perfectly okay to eat above and beyond my mealplan.
Reminder #3: Normal people eat more on some days. It doesn't hurt them, and it won't hurt me either.

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Wed, 22 May 2013 16:01:10 -0400

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Wed, 22 May 2013 11:58:23 -0400

rosesuxx: Thank u Jenni Schaefer

Sat, 18 May 2013 19:47:40 -0400

rosesuxx:

Thank u Jenni Schaefer

perdu-me: Things not to say to me while I’m eating: That’s a lot of food That’s not enough...

Sat, 18 May 2013 16:01:24 -0400

perdu-me:

Things not to say to me while I’m eating:

That’s a lot of food

That’s not enough food

You’re going to eat all of that???!??

That looks gross

That’s not healthy

That looks healthy

That’s disgusting

Why are you eating that?

I’m glad you’re eating more

In case you didn’t understand, DON’T MENTION ANYTHING ABOUT MY EATING/FOOD/INTAKE WHETHER IT BE POSITIVE OR NEGATIVE I DON’T WANT TO HEAR IT.

"Life is way too short to spend another day at war with yourself."

Sat, 18 May 2013 09:51:57 -0400

“Life is way too short to spend another day at war with yourself.”

- Unknown (via free-sunflower-soul)

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Wed, 15 May 2013 07:55:22 -0400

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Wed, 15 May 2013 07:54:29 -0400

Being home for the summer is triggering. I was doing okay some days at school when I could cook all...

Sun, 12 May 2013 21:12:36 -0400

Being home for the summer is triggering. I was doing okay some days at school when I could cook all of my meals and go back and forth to the kitchen as often as I wanted without feeling judged. When I was living pretty much alone, I didn’t have to deal with my mom talking to me at about 2 pm about how she still hadn’t had anything to eat that day. I seriously can’t handle that right now. And my parents are jumping down my throat about going back to my summer job and/or getting an internship set up, but all I want to do is focus on recovery. I really wish I’d told them about my ED, I mean I still can but blegghh. I really need to start thinking about talking to them about seeing a therapist or ED outpatient treatment place…I’ve been home for 48 hours and I’ve thrown up 9 times already and exercised for 3 hours…this is going to be a hard summer.

recoverymoose: This is not you. Yes you may have an eating disorder, or another mental illness, but...

Sat, 11 May 2013 09:03:09 -0400

recoverymoose:

This is not you.

Yes you may have an eating disorder, or another mental illness, but it is not who you are.

You may not be ‘perfect’ but you are a wonderful human being and those flaws and imperfections are what make you so marvelously unique.

You may not be ‘perfect’, but you are you and its important to remember that that is enough.

Not wanting to recover

Fri, 10 May 2013 08:50:01 -0400

edrecoveryprobs:

"Why are you offended? I'm just saying you could be eating healthier."

Thu, 09 May 2013 18:14:28 -0400

edrecoveryprobs:

somniare-statu: veqetables: this accurately describes me at...

Wed, 08 May 2013 17:59:44 -0400

somniare-statu:

veqetables:

this accurately describes me at the moment

it’s hurting my head way too much

Relevant.

closer-i-am-to-fine: the term “eating clean” has bothered me for a while but I couldn’t put my...

Wed, 08 May 2013 17:51:00 -0400

closer-i-am-to-fine:

the term “eating clean” has bothered me for a while but I couldn’t put my finger on why until just now. it implies that if I choose to eat white bread or chicken fingers or, god-forbid, a milkshake that I’m eating “dirty.”

it’s hard enough for me to eat at all with so many messages about what foods are good or bad. so I will eat whatever satisfies my body, thank you. fuck you, diet culture.

Mid-Binge when you realize what you're doing:

Wed, 08 May 2013 12:01:16 -0400

thedisorderedlife:

TW

Wed, 08 May 2013 07:34:44 -0400

So I’m kind of in super relapse mode right now. Like I’m planning out a lot of not eating and over-exercising for the first few weeks of summer. Shit. I know it’s bad, but at least when I was at a low weight I was depressed and liked my body a bit. Now I’m still depressed, still bingeing and purging, I’m just fat on top of it. I kind of want to skip my nurse’s appointment/weigh in for today because of this negative attitude plus my weight gain (126.8 lbs this morning). Well.

collarbones-and-collaredshirts: apprentice-sorcerer: the...

Wed, 08 May 2013 07:23:04 -0400

collarbones-and-collaredshirts:

apprentice-sorcerer:

the eternal depression-ED dilemma

This is frighteningly accurate…

Clothes Do not fit like they used to

Wed, 08 May 2013 07:14:11 -0400

whatireallylearnedintreatment:

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Wed, 08 May 2013 07:12:15 -0400

recovering-tinkerbell: eating disorders come in one size:...

Wed, 08 May 2013 07:10:24 -0400

recovering-tinkerbell:

eating disorders come in one size: miserable